Heart Joy

Today I have been welcomed into a nice warm heart. ;) Well, lots of people are celebrating St. Valentine's Day. I am not. I see no reason to specify just this very day for expressing my love and care to people around me. Well, I'm not good at saying "I love you" anyway...if you know any "I love you" courses I could sign in, let me know, please! ;)

Today my little student presented me a nice Valentine card. Well, he was terribly shy to do that but he did that. ;) I think for most men (no matter how old they are!) it is also uneasy to show their friendly feelings. So, it is something really special to receive this little sign of his friendly love. I am very touched by this little action of care. I'm happy to notice how he grows to like me. :D Well, maybe I imagine things. But today he was sharing some of his hobbies with me and that made me smile. And...today I first saw his REAl sweet smile my way...He's ten years old. So, he should not be good at lying or playing. ;)

I'm grateful for my Thursday. I was woken up a phone call of my student (a girl!) who urgently needed some help with English. So, it feels great to be useful. ;) I'm glad I can help my way. I feel funny about it. But I am happy. I'm grateful to God for giving me English and good students who give me much more than I give them. :)

                  Someone Like You

I'm happy. I do not have an expensive car (well, actually no car at all). I am not famous. No one dies for seeing me. You can easily catch me if you come along. I will give you more than an autograph - but even a cup of hot tea. :)
Today I had a very busy day. No time for a pause. My fault. I am too slow, maybe. I hope it is possible to change. 

Today I was thinking what would I change about people I know. Sometimes I wish they did exactly what I expect from them. Today I have come to an idea (a bright one?) that I do not want to change anything about them. And...it feels good to accept someone the way someone is. Just the way I want to be accepted. 

I'm grateful for this warm February day. I'm grateful for my good friend who brought me some new teaching ideas I hope to develop. I'm grateful for my hair. Haha. Yeah. Sometimes I really feel like I'd cut it...but I'm surely proud of having a long hair. I'm thankful to God for giving me something I like about myself.

I am happy to dream about a sunny tomorrow...

Laughter+A New Friend+A Wonderful Happy New Year!!!

My day was really bright today. I enjoyed my lazy morning in the arms of my warm bed. I met a new student who happened to have the same name like me. It seems like we will get along well with each other.;) If she has my name she has no right to be a bad student, don't you think so? ;)

I had some very positive moments with my friends from different corners of the world- laughing with them, breaking my tongue by some never-ending German words, discussing some important life matters and being inspired by their abilities and talents! 

This afternoon I received some belated but still very special Happy New Year greetings from some people who do not really know me but still wished me a very good year ahead! This card is very unique because it is a picture of a loving family. :)

I'm really thankful for my laughing moments I had today. I'm grateful for some people around who do not give me any chance to feel sad or useless. I'm happy I could do some more exercises today. I'm  super lucky to hold a Happy New Year wishes today, already in February. It would be fun to see such wishes in July...;) 

It is really wonderful to feel myself happily busy. Now my eyes are closing, so I'm looking forward to some more happy dreams! ;)

                         Moving My Old Bones...

Although my physical abilities are rather limited it in no ways means I am totally paralyzed or so stone-like glued to my wheelchair. Most of the people who saw my "running" get shocked. I mean I'm lucky. I can move a lot and I'm sure if I were not so terribly lazy I'd achieve much more in terms of mobility. 

This evening after my lessons and usual daily routine I did...some exercises. Easy ones. But believe me - my bones seem to enjoy it. ;) Well, my knee bones are really stiff but even they felt better after some light movements. I have noticed it many times before and today once again - if I laugh, move more and have a good friend by my side - I need nothing more to be happy. ;) Well, almost nothing else...:)

I'm grateful for my evening exercise. I'm happy I can move more than any doctors would expect from me to. It is lively to "shock" people...and it is great to shock myself with the things I never thought I could do...Life is good. I am going to bed with a smile on my face now. :) Thank you. 

                    One-way-Ticket Love...

I hate it but I am not good at loving someone who means the world to me. I sometimes say what I don't really mean or want to say...Today was exactly that day. That awful moment when I said what I didn't want to. And sure I was soon suffering from those attacks of self voice...sure, I am weak to say sorry...well, sometimes I do say that...but...not always. :(

I'm blessed for having people who love me more than they should. Who forgive my weak moments. Who accept me the way I am. My good and bad parts. Who silently love me. Without any sign of being hurt. I wish I could master this greatest art - to love without hurting anyone I love. I will try it every day. It is my life mission. Maybe that should be my only mission. To love and to be loved is what really matters and makes us feel complete. We are created by Love, so we are empty when we just USE love instead of giving love. 


Love must not be always both-sided. I mean it's perfect when it is so. But it often happens to be one-way. Like one-way-ticket. ;) I'm thankful to have people who love me  a one way-ticket way. Without even expecting anything back. I'm grateful for their patience. They make my life bright. They are my stars, so  even when I feel dark, they still hold a candle for me...

                                          Together

Sometimes I need some time for myself, just to be silent and think of many things. It is essential. 

Today I am grateful for being with people I really love, who take me the way I am. I'm happy to be together. I don't always appreciate it, though. Today I really felt this great joy of being a part of this love.

Today my mom and dad and me were watching some funny videos, were enjoying our lunch together. We were discussing our great dreams and intentions. Sure, we can never know if any of our big projects may ever come true. But that does not seem so important. The amazing thing is that we are together. 

This day I also realized how great it is to have students who bring so much joy into my life. One of my students really helped me today. It feels great to help someone but I can't deny the fact that I'm happy to be helped because I love this feeling of kindness shining from people who help me. 

I'm thankful for having people I can laugh or be silent with. I'm happy there are people in my life I can speak with very few words and they can still understand me. I'm happy there are people who make me smile and feel so alive.It is wonderful to be together. 

               My New Little Progress!

I'm weird. I have too many things to do to learn any new foreign language...but I can't help falling in love with it....Some time ago I started to learn a new language. Well, my way of studying it is very confusing. I just listen to the sounds of this language, absorb its melody and really enjoy it. It's my new music.  I have some e-books and joined an online course. I am not a very dedicated learner yet, but I hope my today's little progress will keep on filling me with  wild enthusiasm to learn it more regularly. 

I hope it will become my thirst. The only way to speak a new language is to be constantly thirsty for it. No excuses. No other ways. But a cup of water every day...even at night. ;)

I'm grateful for my slow but hopefully a successful start in a new world - a new foreign language. ;)
This language makes me feel happy. I hope my tongue will master it one day soon. ;)