Good Bye Joy

I can't lie and tell you that I love saying goodbye. I usually hate it. I'm not good at it. I have never attended any goodbye courses. :(

Today I am grateful for saying goodbye. One of my devoted students came to say goodbye. And even though I'm sad we won't have any lessons together anymore, I'm filled with pride and joy to see her now, her new world I am a part of. I really hope she'll be happy. I look forward to seeing her bright career. I have no doubts she'll do her very best. :)


Goodbye is heartbreaking...but each single goodbye carries a candle of hope about the next meeting...:)

                       Warm-Hearted Joy

Today I am touched and happy. I'm grateful for having some people in my life. They have made me believe in kindness again. They have helped me today. I did not want to accept their help. I don't feel like I am someone who "must" be helped. As long as I can move somehow around and bring some bacon home...why should I be assisted? But my joy was not ruined...It can be compared with an evergreen garden in my heart...and a rainbow across the sky...

It is a real miracle to feel someone's warm heart. It's a message that we are loved. It is a sign of Love that is waiting for us all above...its short SMS....

If you ask me, I prefer to give than to accept...than to take...I am happy when I can give myself 100%. Without any change...without anything left for myself. That makes me feel somehow complete...Today I have learnt another joy...joy of accepting. Of being helped. Of realizing how warm-hearted people are sometimes...It's what can never be measured. It can only be felt. If your beating motor can feel at all...and I am sure it can. ;) Just listen to it....good? ;)

                 The Light Miles Away

Today I had my second hot day...:) I was walking on air to refresh my boiling blood with some ice-cream...

Thanks to my good friend I forgot about my hot isolation. :D Our serious cooperation inspired my lazy sleepy brain cells for some activities. :)

This evening I went out. I looked up. I saw my old friend. My star. A big and bright one... I wonder if this star can ever see the light of my eyes...will it ever reach it? But I sent it my message...I just asked it to care for someone who's also miles away. Someone I may never meet...or...maybe...maybe maybe...

It's wonderful to feel yourself so small in this huge universe but to be cared for...It's a real miracle to feel this deep connection to something and someone so far away...So nice to see the light...even if your own light will reach it in millions of years....

              HOT Happiness...:)

Well, I'm melting....sweating and feeling like getting rid of anything warm, my clothes included. :D But since I'm honoured to live in our developed society I have to obey its strict rules. 

That means: clothes on, keeping a fresh smile and looking cool....What made me cool down a bit is a friend of mine who was wearing his warm pair of socks...:D Well, that's cute...

I'm grateful for this hot day. I was dreaming of this hot breezing when cold winter was cuddling me with its frozen arms...My dream has come true. My lungs find it tricky to dance their usual waltz but happiness often makes you feel the same...No oxygen...just joy...that is more than just breathing. :)

SILLY JoY

Guess what? Joys can be pretty silly. Like a spoon of ice-cream. Or like "call click"...:)

This Tuesday I had enjoyed being a fool a bit. :D I don't want to go into "colourful" details, my dear nosy readers...:P What can I tell you? I had my minute of weakness. I usually hate it...but today I have managed to smile at myself....I'm grateful for my silly moment. This makes me feel awkward but I'm happy people around don't mind my moment of being a fool...:D

Apricots in My Hands, in My Mouth and Even in My Hair...:P

This Monday I had an extra apricot joy...I had the time of my life by eating sunny apricots and speaking to my friends who're miles away from  me. 

I'm grateful for my lazy day I spent the way I wanted. For smiling a lot. For this June day that will always stay in my hair...:)

                       Trinity Day

I'm grateful for this great Christian holiday. For this blessing to wake up with the sun and go to church. For this heaven-like fragrance of herbs in church, my home and in my hair...:)

I'm grateful for my day with my family. For our happy TV watching together. 

I'm grateful for my dear friend who just never misses a chance to make me smile. ;)

Life can be beautiful. And it's even more beautiful when you stop and look around...Try it out! ;)