The Cold Air Joy

Today I went out. I usually do not go out in winter much. I'm too lazy to put on tons of clothes and I just hate feeling myself a real cabbage...and sure, it is so unpleasant.  I can't also deny the fact it is more difficult for my mom now to carry me outside. So, I just don't feel like bothering her much (though I know she never takes it as a burden or whatever). 

Today I have felt how wonderful it is to be outside. It was really chilly, I got slightly cold, but I enjoyed it. And I imagined lots of people who due to their complicated health conditions might not enjoy the same cold air like me and I felt myself lucky. And...I believe I should really spend more time outside. Life is too short to spend it far away from the sky, from the birds spreading the spring message around. I really need some life changes and I'm grateful for some new thoughts that crossed my mind today. I'm grateful for my great supporter - my dear mom and my good friends who keep me feel warm. 


I'm grateful for some moments of silence I've had today. I'm grateful for going out and all the positive moments I've experienced. I'm a bit excited about some of my dreams. It's like diving for the first time - you never know how it really goes after all. So, I have nothing else to do  but to enjoy what I have at present and look forward to some of my dreams to becoming a reality.