Rain, Rain, Rain...

Rain...you don't always come when I need you. Today you really spoilt my happy time...But on the other hand, it was nice to see you, to feel your emotions of sadness. You have somehow washed some of my sad thoughts away. I still have my illusions. They somehow make me happier. Like the sunrays through your tears that are rolling down your cheeks...

This Monday I have lived another life. 24 hours of breathing, filled with laughter, eye and fingers' work, and memories. My memories are happy but they are also bitter in  a way.


This afternoon I received a letter. Well, an email that may mean a new page in my life...I don't know where it will lead me to. But I feel like it's another window I should open. It's tricky. It's somehow closed. But I will use all my strength to do so. ;)
I'm grateful for my waiting and for this spring thundertorm that was patient with me today. :)