I am Here...

It is very important to be "here" even when I am miles and oceans away. I am happy to feel connected with people I care about. I don't know if they all need my "I'm here" but...I'm happy to be "here" whenever they want and need it.
Today I went to church and that was the first time ever I didn't see our priest since he has fallen seriously sick. It's very sad. But I was thinking of him while putting my candle. I hope he could feel that "I'm here".

I'm grateful for this autumn day. For my sleepy Saturday. For my autumn walk. For my warm blanket and some ice-cream. :D I'm grateful for some laughing moments with my parents. I'm grateful for a lovely conversation with my good friend. I'm grateful for needing some people. They are not always around the way I wish they were. But they are "here". Straight in my heart. Forever. It doesn't matter if they want it or not. :P I'm selfish here. I keep them inside my heart, mind and all my cells. ;) I wish I could always keep them away from any sorrows and be their sunshine when they feel gloomy. Well, I'm not always as positive as I may seem. But...whenever I think of people I do care about I feel nothing but a great ray of sunshine in my heart.