My Joys and Sorrows 

I had to make a pause. I didn't post here for several days. It is not as if I had no reasons for a smile. I simply had to have a getaway into my inner world. There were some things I had to think about. But now I'm back. With my joys. My little sorrows as well that make cherish my happy moments even more. So, let me make a little list of joys I've felt since Sunday:

1. I'm grateful for the last cold kiss of winter. It was snowing heavily here and for some moments I felt like December was back...but what really makes my heart warm is that it is the last goodbye message of winter..
2. I'm grateful for my diligent student who made me feel better these tough days. I don't know how he managed but thanks to him I forgot all my troubles for a while.
3. I'm grateful for honesty. It hurts at times. But it's like a hidden wound. You won't ever be able to heal it if you don't use any medicine..even let it be very unpleasant. The truth doesn't always make one smile but it makes you stronger, it makes you come on the ground and rethink some things. That's what I've done. 
4. I'm grateful for my dear female friend who has spent many hours with me, listening to me. It's so great to have someone who can listen to your rubbish...:D
5. I'm grateful for talking with Alan Dean last night. He is a BBC correspondent. We talked about my recent happiness and sorrows. I really felt myself in London! And  Alan somehow inspired me to keep on dreaming. Again - it's great to have Skype and People who can LISTEN to what I say...even if it makes so real sense.

I'm grateful for coming back. For the truth. For a new start. For the sunshine.

P.S. I'll keep you posted about any new joys I might have today! :)