Hope

Have you ever had this feeling like you need someone so much but this person is away and there is no way to contact him\her? I believe almost everyone has experienced that tricky situation. 

I have lost some very dear people to me this year. Their voices are still in my ears, on my mind. I miss them. Never thought I would. Thanks to God, I somehow manage to keep my sad thoughts away while translating something or teaching. I'm happy to be busy these days. 

Today I enjoyed completing some of my long-awaited tasks. It is funny but for some urgent things there is no time. Time is a really mysterious thing. It always slips away. I can hardly catch its tail. But sometimes I can somehow follow it, almost running. 

I'm thankful for spending some time with my family today. My dad has come back home. I could share some of my joys with him. It was so nice to see joy in his eyes. 

I miss some people. Some of them I won't see in our world anymore. Some I may still see one day. No idea. But I'm happy to have had and still have them in my life. 
I'm grateful for this unexpected strength I had today. I'm grateful for my hope. It's great to hope even if there is no evidence of your hope...