I killed… Wow…I did!

I am a murderer.  A bloody one. I have killed today. I haven’t even winked at my enemy while killing him…My hands were cold, and even the fresh blood didn’t scare me! :)

Yesterday I had a little war with my friend. I don’t want to investigate now who was right. I don’t feel like justifying him or myself. But yesterday I finished our conversation with a heavy heart. I was sure I’d go on with my fight for my rights.  I was already polishing my weapons… ready to attack him… But a light of sunshine touched my sharp heart…and I felt like killing…killing my stupid monster…my evil pride monster…

It was a very severe battle. I was often one step away from utter defeat…This victory ended with lots of painful cuts and scars…BUT…I have survived! I conquered my awful anger by God's Grace. I am a winner. I am not angry. I don’t want to fight for my rights any longer. I simply want to make my heart free. Free of selfish wishes and senseless intentions to show my superiority. I was wrong. I thought my anger would change my world for better and would change my friend’s world. It has brought cold rains instead. 

How amazing it is to be free! I am grateful to God for this magic He has kindly showed me. I know my final battle is not over yet. I hope to be a strong soldier…Wish me luck, please…

P.S. No human being or living creatures have suffered during my great battle. :) No worries!

                              I do not possess any rights for this picture I found online. :)