Saturday, 17 November 2012

                     The Symphony of Three Hearts
People who always wait for you. People who cannot be mad with you. People who love you the way you are. Their hearts bleed when they see you crying. They are always ready to sacrifice their everything for you, for your single smile.

Another cloudy day. I’m worn out at the end of the day. However, I feel happy tonight. My family is together. I don’t enjoy it as often as I would like to. My dad has to work away. Tonight my mom and dad and me were watching TV. Nothing special, one could say. Just another silly TV show. Then a stupid (I hate it!) football match we usually fight about. I used to be terribly furious about my dad’s hobby. Today I seem not to care about it anymore. I just want to keep this moment of peace forever. 

I want our love we never really speak about to keep us warm together. Today and forever. I wish I never said some things. I wish I appreciated more than I do. I am far away from an ideal daughter. I’m extremely fortunate with my parents – people who have given me my life

I hope one day my mom and dad will be proud of me . Actually, I don’t need to be someone special. I don’t need to pretend. I don’t even need to try. They read me like a book. They live with my joys and sorrows. They celebrate my tiniest victories. Even if one day I will stop believing in myself, they will never do the same...  I don’t know how I’ll be ever able to express my love to them. No words possess enough power for that.

I am grateful to our Greatest Father in beautiful Heaven for such a gift – my family. My warm evening. Our  old squeaky sofa and my mom gently stroking my hair. I enjoy my dad’s laughter and even his crazy love to everything connected with football. Today he again carried me in his arms. I know it’s not as easy as it used to be for him. But my dad’s strong. He’s forever strong. And I am forever his little Dashenka…

God bless my dearest parents! May the symphony of our three hearts sound forever! 

4 comments:

  1. Daria, you are so lucky to have such a beautiful family!! It is my personal story, but yesterday morning, I got a phone call from my mom that my grandmother passed away suddenly. She was over 90(Japanese woman's life span average is 86). Her husband had just passed away in January. I was shocked but on the other hand, I am relieved to know they were surrounded by a wonderful family until the end. I still have a sense of guilt I could not visit them who live far from my place in this 10 years.
    To make matters worse, in this time I cannot attend funeral as I couldn't at my
    grandfather's. Now I regret I should have visited them before they had gone.
    I am not a good grandchild for them.
    Today's post is really good one I can think about the family love.
    Then...now I recall several memory I spent with them in the summer vacation when I was a little girl. I only pray their soul rest in peace.

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    1. My dearest Asako,
      My deepest sympathy for your loss...May your beloved grandmother rest in peace.
      I know there is nothing I can say to make you really feel better. Let me only say I know how it feels like. I lost some very dear people in my life. I also lost my dearest grandma...I still awfully miss her. But I am still grateful to God for taking her pains away from her.
      Stay with your memories. Your grandmother will always stay inside you. In your heart. And somewhere else she will always love you.
      Hugs,
      Daria

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  2. Super beautiful text about family, Dasha !! Your parents are really proud of you and so do I !!!

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    1. Thank you, my dearest brother Vail! :) I am proud of having such a devoted friend and brother!

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