You are my sound, you are green, you are a heartbeat away....

I can't see you. Normally I never see you. Only sometimes green.  Your  face is still inside me. Engraved. Sometimes I feel your emotions even though you post a carefree smiley...Sometimes you're sad. Sometimes your voice sounds like you can conquer everything. You are my sound. My bell. My  little hero. My great spirit-lifter...

You are often oceans away. You don't write me every day. But it doesn't make my happiness smaller. You don't call me day and night. But every time my heart catches the tones of your voice - I am dancing. And I wish it would never stop. 

I often think what my existence would be like without you in it. Would I be the same happy? Would I smile like I do today when I glipmse at your "hi" ? I don't want to imagine any "what". I am simply happy. I don't need anything more. I have a great gift. Your friendship. I breathlessly carry our friendship like a tender glass in my arms. I forget to water the flower of our  friendship at times. But I am lucky you are strong.

I do not know how long this path, we both walk along,  is. Maybe one day it will end. I don't know when my turn is. No idea when yours.  One day you'll see my last smile. One day I may hear your last words...

I just hope this will be a long sunny journey. I don't mind some little rains, though. I know we'll be covered with  snow.  Maybe we'll even start playing with snowballs! :) I have no doubts that we'll face some severe thunderstorms. Just hold my hand, please. You know I am afraid of  lightning. 

 I hope we'll hold our umbrella. Remember we have just ONE umbrella. It's green. My favourite green. If you feel weak and scared, I'll try to hold the umbrella for you. If I fall on the ground, I hope you'll catch me. 

I am happy to have you, my dear friends. My dear patient friends all over the world. Thank you all for carrying my weak moments. Thank you for making my happiness double. I am such a bad friend for most of you. But you're in my heart. Or it's better to say you are my vital blood. :D Stay with me, please.